Quiet Letter

The fear of the unknown grab your face down in the black golden hole.
Unreal thoughts shimmering in the surface where you don't exists.
Hopelessness craving your soul while you're smiling to the world.
My heartbeats crying for peace.
Red eyes from salt water that human calls tears.
Blood in my veins, I'm actually not sure what to do with it.
Two legs that I feel never hitting the ground.
I listening with my ears, confusing enough.
All my thoughts compromise fighting my hearts sense of purpose of life, yet I don't understand.
I'm flying away in the never ending sky, away from cruelties in this world.
Sometimes life shows me the hard way of living, but that's OK.
I'll find my way of life, and keep searching for happiness and peace at heart.

Thank you.

I did see the stars in your ocean blue eyes
I saw in your eyes the sky reflecting from your longing of nature
Your heart was beating for the dreams of mountains
I can't forget your silky hands and your warming voice
Your heart was traveling, but you never leaved
Your soul was tired,
your body too.
I used my heart to tell you it's OK to let go,
and so you did.

I still have nightmares where death tear you away
over and over again.
I cant breath.

Thank you for keep giving me strength,
and keep giving me your love.

"I will love you until the breath of my body is gone".